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  • Listening to: Guided by Voices - Hold on Hope
  • Reading: Mediator Series
  • Eating: too little
  • Drinking: vodka ice
Yey~ Haruhi gets a second season! Can't wait! ^__________^

And, no, I haven't disappeared from the face of the earth. I've disappeared from the face of DA, though... I'm not sure when I'll be active again, well. We'll see. I miss the daMEAT people, though. And drawing. And DA. Rawr.

*disappears back to work*
  • Listening to: Alexi Murdoch - Home
  • Watching: Prison Break (again)
  • Eating: Oreos
  • Drinking: milk with Oreo bits floating in it
What: Metro Job Fair
When: June 1 - 3 2007
Where: Megatrade Hall 1, Megamall

Open positions for Lugic Inc. : Sales Rep, Web Designer, and Writer/Researcher

Bring your resume, yourself, and your bright smile! I'll be manning our booth, so see you there! ^_________^
  • Listening to: Lifehouse - You Belong to Me
  • Watching: Scrubs
  • Eating: commoner's ramen
  • Drinking: C2
many things to do = too many open windows
even more things to do = too many tabs in Firefox (and Opera)
too many things to do = the need to do something crazy and/or useless

crazy = Haruhi

heeheeheee. just when i thought i was going to go insane with work (and non-work), yurimisan sent me a couple of links. watch and be happy, fellow haruhiists!……

umm...yeah. and i've been looking for RomeoxJuliet subs... does anybody know where i can get 'em? TT_TT iwantiwantiwantiwantttttttttt~

and am i the only one who thinks that Romeo looks like Albert (Gankutsuou)? hm. i guess that's not so surprising since they're both GONZO.

i'm blabbering again.

warning: this is a depressing, melodramatic, whatever-you-wanna-call-it entry.

i just need to get this out.

i'll delete this one of these days.


i quoted Napoleon a couple of months ago.

"Never interrupt an enemy that is in the process of committing suicide."

ok. yeah. sure.

but what if he's not exactly in the process of commiting suicide, but is wishing to commit suicide?

what if it's not an enemy?

what if it's a person you love?

what if it's the one person you love most on this planet?

what if you've tried to help them but they only push you away?

what would you do if there's nothing else you can do but watch them crumble?

what if they tell you not to care, but there's nothing you can do BUT care?

what if...

what if, the next day, they act as if nothing happened, but you both know that it's not over?

what if...

what if YOU crumble?
  • Listening to: Invincible - ok go
  • Reading: Arsène Lupin, Gentleman Thief
  • Watching: Heroes
  • Drinking: C2 lemon
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Nope. I'm still not over it.…
mimi, salamat sa pag-comment sa blog ko!

Yep, still hoping someone will gimme some Night Hood.

I wanna make AMVs for my books.

I wanna draw again.

But, right now, I'm happy to be lipsumming.

It takes a day to make you yawn, brother.

I wonder: who of my watchers actually read my journal? honestly. just wondering.

  • Listening to: Bella Luna - Jason Mraz
  • Reading: Arsène Lupin, Gentleman Thief
  • Watching: Heroes
  • Drinking: C2 green
during a ym chat with several deviants yesterday, something of my childhood was brought up. Les Exploits d'Arsène Lupin aka Night Hood. oh gawd does anybody else remember this series way back in 1996?

i was suddenly struck with nostalgia, and went hunting for it on the net. i looked for the series, the soundtrack... and found nothing. nothing!!! :shakefist:

except for the intro on youtube, anyway.…

but arrrrrrrr that's IT! seeing the opening theme just made me miss the series more. TT_TT

so...uh... if you guys know where i can download this (or, if you live in the Philippines and you know where I can buy this), tell me where and make me a happy girl.

in the meantime, i shall just go and read my Lupin books again. :D

speaking of books... someone asked me yesterday if i was a bookworm. i think it was j4ever, but i can't be sure. the answer is yes, i was -- and still am, i guess -- a friggin' bookworm of a kid. it totally explains my glasses. haha!

my booklist as little Fuyu-->…

  • Listening to: Invincible - ok go
  • Watching: Heroes
  • Drinking: Vodka Ice

i didn't realize i had 4k pageviews already. oh, joy.


if anybody's wondering...
- yes, i'm still alive
- nope, i haven't been drawing lately
- yes, i'm still looking for web designers to hire
- and yes, i have a beta reader already, but if you want to help out, i could use your help, too.
- and no, i'm STILL not a millionaire so stop bugging me. it's not funny.
next chap of The Death and Life of Matsuo Yuuji up. Lalalalala~

Just wanted to put this on here. no important reason...
The blog (s):
Random Snowflakes
- my real journal.

- my other real journal. hehe. on multiply, this time.

The website:
- started back in '97, i think. this was where i put up my art, fiction, blog, and...whatever else. i never update this anymore, though, due to lack of new information. but it stays, anyway.

The "books":
Profile on FPcom

Blue Star
- the story from which almost all of my original characters are from. also the first story i wrote way back when i was 14 years old. pictures of the cast are all over my gallery.
Status: Finished
Episodes: 26 (+ 2 extras and 1 epilogue)

- my next fic; revolves around two of the supporting characters from Blue Star. the characters have yet to make a debut in my gallery.
Status: Finished
Episodes: 16 ( + 1 epilogue)

Kaji o Sagashite
- the main character is taken from Blue Star, but the rest of the cast is new.
Status: Finished
Episodes: 13 ( + 4 omake) episodes

The Death and Life of Matsuo Yuuji
- currently being written. a prequel to Blue Star, but is written under the assumption that the reader has not read BS.
Status: in progress
Episodes: 2 chapters released




  • Listening to: Invincible - ok go
  • Watching: Heroes
  • Drinking: Vodka Ice
so, yeah. i'm looking for a beta reader for this story i'm cooking up, The Death and Life of Matsuo Yuuji. see, i'm trying this story-telling style that i have absolutely no experience in. and i need help.

if you're asking why i'm trying this style at all if i'm going to have a hard time with it, it's because experimenting is FUN!

there isn't really any strict criteria for choosing. you just have to know how to comment aside from "nice". i would like a someone who can review critically and constructively, please. you don't have to be too technical or perfect yourself; i just want comments before i upload a chapter. knowledge of my other fics, especially Blue Star, is a plus. not required, though.

leave me a note or comment on this journal if you're interested.

before anybody asks, no, you won't get paid for this. just as i'm not getting paid to write. it's just a hobby of making other people happy.

if you do become my beta reader, i'll credit you, of course, and link you from my FPcom profile. and... i'll draw you something, if you want.^^;
  • Listening to: Oceanic 815
  • Watching: Heroessssssss
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Dole Pineapple Juice
  • Listening to: Silhouette of a Breeze - Emma OST
  • Reading: Artemis Fowl
  • Watching: Heroes
  • Playing: sudoku
  • Eating: commoner's ramen
  • Drinking: C2
got this from a friend's LJ. thought i should share this here, too.

"Never interrupt an enemy that is in the process of committing suicide."

chew on it, i say.

  • Listening to: Sakura Kiss for Piano
  • Reading: Howl's Moving Castle
  • Watching: Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu
  • Playing: hajie
  • Eating: commoner's ramen
  • Drinking: Swiss Miss choklit
And so... tomorrow is the first day of December, and marks the beginning of this year's Christmas season for me.

YEY! Christmas wishlist time!!! :XD:

Nyehe. I just remembered my 2005 wishlist, and found that I had gotten some of the things I listed there. Yey! Some things I haven't yet, though, but I didn't put them on here again.

1. new glasses @_@
2. a new monitor for my PC, and a flash drive. and a TABLET!!!
3. fanart for my stories... MY art for my stories
4. stuff to color in. i miss coloring art :(
5. get back to morning shift at work
6. play the piano (and guitar... and violin) again
7. review my Japanese
8. refills for my make-up kit... and new clothesssssss
9. at least one whole day to goof off. by myself (or with friends). basically one WHOLE day of just... being enjoyably useless.
  • Listening to: Sakamoto Maaya - Loop
  • Reading: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
  • Watching: Castle Beyond the Looking Glass
  • Eating: commoner's ramen
got this from jhack's journal. nyuuuu~

i stabbed a pornstar because i'm cool like that, and because i'm beautiful

so i'm wearing a striped shirt. sue me.


Pick the month you were born in
1 - I ran over
2 - I killed
3 - I needed
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I cuddled with
7 - I ran naked with
8 - I slept with
9 - I stabbed
10 - I licked
11 - I banged
12- I smoked

Pick the day (number) you were born on

01 - ur grandma
02 - the kool-aid man
03 - a horse
04 - a pornstar
05 - your mom
06 - you
07 - a bag of weed
08 - a prostitute
09 - a toothbrush
10 - a jew
11 - a homo
12 - the trojan man
13 - Paris Hilton
14 - a whore
15 - a cat
16 - a pickle
17 - a mexican
18 - a bisexual
19 - a dog
20 - an orange
21 - a crackhead
22 - a bowl of cereal
23 - a easter egg
24 - my ex
25 - a condom
26 - a jar of honey
27 - a lesbian
28 - a homeless guy
29 - a french fry
30 - your dealer
31 - a stripper

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing

White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
Blue - because I'm cool like that
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I love marijuana
Orange - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Other - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs

what's yours? :rofl:
  • Listening to: Wag na Init Ulo Baby - Rivermaya
  • Watching: Heroes

things that I'm doing
1. making a website
2. studying...stuff for work
3. downloading manga and anime while working
4. watching anime and reading manga during lunch break
5. writing KoS

things I'm wishing for
1. a new flash drive (my old one disappeared :()
2. a tablet
3. lots and LOTS of CDs to put my new downloads in
4. a car (and proper driving lessons before then)
5. world peace!

things that I miss
1. my grandma
2. stargazing
3. week-ends
4. percussion freaks
5. goofing off in starbucks

things that piss me off
1. inconsiderate drivers
2. jaywalkers
3. spam in my email
4. selfish, inconsiderate, insensitive idiots who insult things I like in front of me (and they know I like it) just because they don't like it themselves. [i mean, sheesh! keep it to yourself or just bash it when i'm not around!!!! >_<]
5. people pestering me, asking me when i'm gonna get married (i'm only twenty-freakin'-two years old!!! lay off, why dontcha?!)

things that make me happy
1. chibi heads with razor eyes and jagged teeth
2. Eikoku Monogatari Emma
3. Kyou Kara Maou :rofl::love:
4. my mp3s
5. my job



about the title: it's the Filipino word for "justice". Yes, I'm loving Kyou Kara Maou too much at the moment.


I will forever love the one who will give me their album.



*flits off to go sound-tripping again while enjoying work too much*
  • Listening to: Franz Ferdinand - The Fallen
  • Watching: Heroes
someone finally asked, so i shall answer.

but, alas, in my attempt to write about what had happened in the past month, i found that my writing skills -- along with my drawing skills, most probably -- have taken a sabbatical leave.

so i've been staring at this text field for one full minute -- or maybe a couple of seconds more than that -- and i couldn't think how i was going to write what i was going to write, so i'm not going to write what i had planned. just go to my blog if you really wanna know.

in summary, though:
* i got a new job four days after i decided to get one
* i haven't watched anything on the TV for a really really long time (what else is new?!)
* i haven't written anything for my fiction in almost two months. not that i haven't tried.
* i haven't drawn ANYTHING since mattina.
* i haven't had a decent weekend/rest day for almost a month
* i haven't viewed deviations in FOREVER
* i'm having so much fun at work, it's almost irritating

so...yeah. everything had pretty much changed for me... some drastically so, but, fortunately, some remained the same.

if you have any more questions, just ask. but don't expect me to answer right away, though. sorry. (unless you send me a message through email or YM.)

and, no. i most probably won't get to go to the komikon.
  • Listening to: Long Distance Call - Phoenix
to those who don't know (and i'm surprised there are a lot of them), i graduated in april. and, since then (actually, since april last year), i've been working at this learning center we own. as tech support, secretary, and teacher, all at the same time. it's fun, actually. so fun, in fact, that i didn't want to go out into the real world and wake up at 6 am like everybody else so i can commute to my office. (i wake up 7:30 at the earliest to get to my office at 8)

but the thing is... things have been hapening, and due to the circumstances, we decided to downsize.

starting with me.

yesh. i sort of gave up my job. although i still take work home, my salary has been... teeny tiny small.

so. what have i been doing the past month, you ask?

i've been overhauling my room. partly because we're going to have a garage sale to fund my grandmom's dialysis sessions, but mainly because GAWD my room is practically begging for an overhaul. and this is the freakin' perfect time for it.

so i've discarded a bajillion things, and thrown away a gazzillion bajillion things, too. and i've moved my furniture around a bit. i'm not quite done yet, but MAN it feels good to purge. hehe.

lessee what else?

i've been helping my brother manage the Regali Kitchen, our catering business thingy. Click the link--->

and... i've been reading this book on temperaments (which is fun because i get to understand my friends more), this book on color (which makes me want to get a new wardrobe), and this book on writing (FINALLY!!!).

yey. and i've been looking for a new job. but nobody's called me back yet.

oh well. back to the room overhaul, then. :XD:
i turned 22 yesterday. and i spent the whole day... bed.
...with a fever.
...and chills.
...and annoying body aches.
...all the while wishing i had enough energy to bang my migrain-wrecked head on my wall.

yes, it was that bad. the whole thing started sunday morning, with a couple of innocent-looking swollen lymph nodes on my right neck. and then boom. by around 9 am i felt so weak and lousy (and effing hot), i climbed into bed and didn't get up until... well... monday night.

i feel much better now, thank you very much for asking. but i still have a really really really hard time swallowing. this, of course, poses a problem because i HAVE to swallow 'em fluids and my ever-lovable meds. (they're blue, by the way, so that's fun, at least.)

hopefully i'll get my appetite back today because i wanna eat the yellow cab shrimp 'n' onion pizza in our ref.

and hopefully i'll submit a dev soon.

new dA layout!

upon seeing the dark green background load first, my first reaction was " monitor broken or something?" and when everything else began loading i went "ooooooh...."

hehe. i think melikes this new format. i haven't explored enough yet, but i'm liking it so far :D i think it looks... cleaner. hehe. and i love the fact that it shows not just the most recent deviation, but it shows the most recent deviationS.

anywayyyy... back to work. :boogie:
well...something like that, anyway.

i have internet access again, thank God. and what awaits me is three overflowing e-mail inboxes and 2000+ message center items here in dA. great. perfect. just superb.

oh yes. please click the link -->… and read the edit. i need your comments on the changes i made. thanks.

anyway... just in case you're wondering (which i doubt): yes, i'm fine. and no, i'm not being pessimistic about life or anything like that. i'm just tired, thanks for asking.

so...yeah. gnyt.

sarah pauline cada

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YEY! mirror number again! wheeeee~ *twirls around*


i'm currently obssessed (yes. not only interested, but obssessed) with taking mirror photos. nyuuuu~ i've taken a lot, but i don't keep all of 'em due to lack of memory card space. hehe. long story.


from :icondemitasse-lover:

10 things that bring you joy:

1. review alerts :XD:
2. bishounen
3. photos
4. starzzzzz... and swirlzzzz!!!
5. blue things
3. music
7. friends
8. the wind
9. December weather
10. CHOCKLIT!!!!